FADE

I am not afraid

I won't burn out in this place

my intention is to fade and I will, I will

AROUND THE BEND

Warten.

Eine Minute, eine Stunde, ein Jahr. 

 Zeit verstreichen lassen, untätig sein, bis ein bestimmter Zustand eintrifft.

Jeden Tag verbringen wir unsere Zeit damit zu warten.

Wir warten auf Antworten, wir warten auf den Bus, wir warten darauf, dass die Monotonie unseres Lebens endlich verstreicht.

Warten, warten und wieder warten.

Jeden Tag das Gleiche. Wir fragen uns, ob sich das jemals ändern wird. Werden wir irgendwann aufhören können zu warten?

Wir warten darauf einzuschlafen. Wir warten darauf zu sterben.

Und doch warten wir alle auf das Leben.

Warten.

Waiting.

A minute, an hour, a year.

Dawdling away, spending one's time idly until conditions turn up.

Everyday, we spend time on waiting.

We are waiting for answers to come, we are waiting for the bus to arrive, we are waiting for the monotony of our lives to pass.

Waiting, waiting nothing but waiting.

Everyday is the same. We wonder, if it will alter one day. Will we ever be able to stop waiting?

We are waiting for falling asleep. We are waiting for passing away.

Yet still, we are waiting for our lives to start.

Waiting.

GLASS HEARTS

I've tried to convince them

their words hurt like stones

I just wish they'd just leave me alone

perhaps vampires is a bit strong but..

Cause all you people are vampires

And all your stories are stale

And though you pretend to stand by us

I know you're certain we'll fail

and everyone’s competing for a love they won't receive 'cause what this palace wants is release

Hey peeps,

I know it has been a while and I really am sorry.

It has been a very exhausting january abundant in turning 18, traveling to Stockholm and handling all this shitty school and private stuff but now I am here again abuzz with excitement, pizzazz, effort, sadness, tiredness....

Since I actually am taking my A-Levels in a few months I decided to not just post pictures I took but also write essays, articles and stuff because I am both taking delight in doing so and teaching myself in writing good texts.

Be wound up to a high pitch and whilst waiting pictures paint a thousand words.

"We live in cities you'll never see on screen

Not very pretty, but we sure know how to run things

Living in ruins of the palace within my dreams

And you know, we're on each other's team"

- Lorde